I’m hurt ,
I’ve lost my best friend. Someone I cried on, someone I laid on when my heart was being shattered and torn apart.
I always had you, it was us against the world.
I’m so alone, it’s so dark. When will it all turn bright again?
The sky seems dark, my world is grey
No good days just trying to get by and remember that you’re up above and being taken care of.
When will the flower bloom? When will the pain go away?
The thought of not seeing you again till I’m 6ft under takes my breath away,
you were my rock and still are.
I talk to God everyday to make sure you’re safe even though you hated help.
All I can do is pray.
The breeze gently touches my face and all of a sudden it feels like yesterday again.
When you were playing with my hair and gently caressing my face because that bad flu had got me and you hated seeing me sick.
It feels like yesterday everyday I wake up, dreaming of you as an angel how beautiful you’ve become and when I see a shooting star, I know it’s you being you up above.
Full of life and joy you turned a bad day to a good day in a blink.
Yes I cry and yes the hurt will not disappear but you also taught me how to be free and love life.
I smile because you kept me alive. You were and still are my guardian angel.
“Everyday is hard but everyday is a new day”, words you left me with.
For that I thank God for making you, but don’t blame God for taking you.
You are and always will be my best friend.
Rest in peace and watch over me as I embark this journey called life.