just another lonely road
memories saved on my phone
filled with no chats no words but just with the thoughts we roam with.
there are eyes in the dark
in the corner of my room,
i never feel alone that’s my mind keeping me alive.
i fear that fear keeps me warm
i fear it’s fear that keeps me alive,
fear and i are close and entwined
that losing fear would cost my life
i’d lose grip if fear was lost.
i used to leave my diary in open spaces
hoping someone would find it
but also hoping no one would discover so much about me
conflicted, in two minds
do i scream or do i silent cry ?