You’d lose it tryanna read me
my mind is too deep for just one look
but gets overlooked everyday.
If i was simple in the mind
everything would be fine
but i can only imagine what that feels like.
I can smoke away the pain but can’t smoke away the memories you abandoned me with,
no smooth sailing just a sinking ship
take away my soul if you must
take it all,
i wont stop you.
I’m already half dead
and you took my heart
ended me before i could feel the aftermath
one day you was my saving grace but today you was one of my never ending pain i had to end.
I’m in this hell i don’t want to live in
i smoke some more to sober up,
lonely days are the worst days
i OD till i elevate
up up and away
that’s where I’m destined to stay.
Melancholy has become my dear friend
a filled room never felt so empty,
i can’t feel love
this emotionless body got me feeling everything but love
why is that ?