solitude my biggest comfort

i struggle to let it go
i love the silence
there’s always been too much going on in my mind.
is it too late to exit ?
is it too late to let go ?
i never try but is nice to dream once in a while.

i forgot how to seek for human comfort
but if you love me let me hear you say it,
i love the touch words have
soft and gentle but never too harsh till they find their way to the cracks of my heart
their the glue to a sour love, harmful dirty love.
but the heart knows no better
the heart and mind never give me a peace of mind
always at war
but never on common grounds.

lonely nights with my notepad
i let these unfiltered thoughts
help me escape from this reality i call home,
time moves forward
time moves backwards
but time never stands still.

the mind and heart never give me a peace of mind
that’s why solitude is my biggest comfort.

-Rica.