Never felt so lonely
alone in crowded spaces
feeling suffocated
yet I’m here alone.
Conflicting thought
feels like deja vu,
I remember being here
It’s always been like this
this is like yesterday and the day before.
Never felt so alone,
maybe I could run away
get as far as I can
let the universe guide me
leave my mind at home
let my soul ride the boat.
Never felt so lonely
I let the drugs consume me
I let the alcohol move me.
I want to be somewhere alone
without feeling left alone,
I never feel like I belong
even when I’m alone
I don’t feel part of the world
where can I go to feel like I belong ?
Never felt so alone
in a world full of people,
I’m only getting older
if this is my forever
I don’t want to get to the last chapter
I’ll lay here till the sea takes me away
the waves will wash my sadness away.
Let my heart do the talking
once I’m gone
they’ll remember all the love
they took
I’ll be floating with all the bottles filled with my hopes of a better tomorrow.
-Rica.